To my dear beautiful girl,
I hv a lil confession to make, I didn't like yu very much at first,yu were such an annoying lil blob,,yu smelt nyc most f d tym.. N wen I felt in love wid yu..yu seemd to hv lost intrest in me. Which Iofcourse found vaguely insultin..it was jus yu n ur frns against d world..funny how some things never change..so I cruzed along,doin my thing, acting d fool..not Really understanding how being in love actly changes you.. And I dun remember d exact moment wen evrythn changed..I jus knw it did...One moment I ws impenetrable, nothin could touch me..d next my hear was somehow beatin outside my chest..exposed to d elements.. Loving yu has been d most profound, intense,, painful experience of my life.. Infact it is almost too much to bear.. As ur boyfriend I made a silent oath to protect yu from d world.. Never realised dat I was d one who wld end up hurting yu d most..
Wen I flash forward my heart breaks..mostly because I can't imagine yu speaking f me wid ny sort f pride..how could yu.. Ur lover is a child in a mans body.. He cares for nothin and everything at d same tym.. It's getin dark,, too dark to see..
Joker
12th sept '12
04:52 am
